I need to hibernate!

Sometimes it is absolutely necessary to take a personal time out. Unfortunately I cannot say that is why there has been such a HUGE gap of time since my last post. Frankly it has been just the opposite. Every weekend has been packed with commitments upon commitments. I thoroughly enjoyed each outing but I need to sit in the time out chair for a little while because I am tired. LOL.

The problem with being a social butterfly is that it can be very easy to forget your priorities. I have definitely been doing the whole vigor thing but I need to learn how to balance that a little better. Needless to say I have fallen behind on my whole healthy regiment. It sucks but....I haven't gained a pound! Woo hoo!  I won't beat myself over the head for not sticking to the plan but isht happens and that is life.

The goal is and has always been to be consistent in what I commit to. Being rigid never works because life is ever evolving, it ebbs and flows so I am going with the flow.

So today at work, I have been feeling like this.....

It could be because it is Monday....but really this is kind of a recurring thought. Why is that?
Adulthood has its perks and all but the rat race feeling can go to hell. LOL. It could be that I am not doing what I love. Hmmm....what do I love? Well, that's a good question. It is obvious that I love my Lord, family, and friends but I think I need to have a few conversations with myself because I have a zeal for more. As in there is more out there for me....to see, to hear, to taste, to feel, to know....to grow.

While I am grateful for a wonderful job that offers stability, benefits,etc....the 9 to 5 behind the desk seems like it is against my nature. LOL. I'm feeling like a caged bird! I need to figure out what this is.....

I sound like a contradiction don't I? The title of this post is  "I need to hibernate" and I am ending with a yearning and zeal for more. Clearly I am confused. Such is life and the state of the human experience....*Shrugs... as I devour a girl scout cookie*

I think I will Zumba today. Cha!Cha! Cha!